If I……..

If I had a moment..Would that be enough? If I had the time…Would that suffice? I didn’t trust the process, I didn’t trust the wait… I trusted in my time, my lack of patience and referred to it as fate. I never gave an option, nor did I give a plan and then used excuses…

My heart lays with you

I have this overwhelming love for my children, this feeling of warmth and joy. Amzah said, “Mummy I love you and I will never ever let you go” Usually I’m fighting for affection but ever since we got back from Thailand it’s like I’ve reconnected with them without even noticing that there was a prior…

The Launch of Rosebuds Aroma

It’s been a while, it’s been a long long while. It’s not like my usual case of disappearing due to writers block. I in fact have much to say, it’s just I’ve had very little time to do my more leisurely activities because well. “Shamaya and I started a Business!!!!“ I am super excited to…

How to Knock-Out Postnatal Depression (Repost)

Postnatal depression is overlooked and it’s a thing that needs to be spoken on more. Mum’s need to be understood by their family and friends when they express that they’re feeling depressed. I can relate so well to you if this is something you’re dealing with right now. Because I’m fighting postnatal depression.  “Yes, I have…

Let Me Build A King

Let me build a King Not like God made Adam no rib needed to build his Queen. For I am here, in every sense of the matter. Facts. Reality. I am here. So let me build a King…. Let me build a King by being his Queen, his confidant, his motivator, his rock. The attention…

Letting Go for Father’s Day

Do you know the kinda mum I was? I was that mum that posted angry posts on Facebook every Father’s Day wishing “myself” a happy Father’s Day. For some reason this meant everything to me, to declare the fact I was both mum and dad. The breadwinner, provider and parents…..Looking back on it now I…

Conversations with the Mistress….

(Ring Ring) Wife: “Hello, is this “She”, Mistress: “Yes, this is “She”, Wife: “So “She” why the hell did you do this to me?” Mistress: “I’m sorry, I was weak, this life got too peak. A single man was too hard to seek. I’m sorry; this is hard, I can barely speak…..” Wife: “Sister, you speak, this…

Dear Ex- Why I Stopped All Communication

Dear Ex I cut our communication because staying in touch did far more harm than good. You know I have a delayed reaction to things and it took months for me to react. I thought we could be friends but I really began to see your true face. The last time I saw you it…

Loosing the fight for love….

I guess today has been a range of emotions…. I received a message from a guy I was hanging out with……., I guess he drank the truth serum, because I received an essay of honesty. He’s still sleeping with his ex!!!! (mother of his child) . It wasn’t easy for me to respond, I wasn’t…

Soul Mates and Soul Ties

Soul mates and soul ties Spiritual husband and spiritual wives Different faces every time but she still recognised his soul behind those eyes. Each touch magnifies a memory. Deja vu, yes She feels you He doesn’t pray the same This life took its toll And yet they still cross paths because they weren’t meant to…