Just finished yet ANOTHER Tinder date!

So, I’m on the train home after yet another date. I think I might just start documenting my dating here for a while.. “Bare with me I’m currently deep in my thoughts as I write this” He kissed me and jumped on the escalator!!!!! I’m jumping ahead but bare with me my minds all over…

Victor (For Sufferers Of Abuse) 

She was a victim Bruised, beaten and betrayed Pain resides in her past.. Thoughts she can’t erase Choices she can’t retract If this is what life was like She wouldn’t have chosen to come here, She wouldn’t have chosen pain.. He, she, it, them, why? Who, when, what, where! No! She should have said…no! Ramblings…

Lord please save me from me

If this is me, I am in danger If this is who I am now then lord please save me Please save me from me! I am changing.. I am changing like the leaves above Almost like the seasons But, from green to red… I am deadly…. This man has broken me, He has poisened…

When I’m DEAD…..I’ll sleep!

Rosebud diaries #1 1/04/2016 I’m tired….so tired I don’t know what to do with myself, I haven’t slept more then 6 hours in 2 days and I’m officially burnt out. This has been going on for a month now! 😥 I would like to say it’s just down to the kids waking me up but…