Forgiving The Human

So Jesus was 100% God and 100% man right? I suppose that means he could do anything right? Well duh’ he’s God after all, but if he is also 100% human then that means that there are limitations. Fully God and Fully man must mean he was 100% human, possibly flawed by his human body….

Let Me Build A King

Let me build a King Not like God made Adam no rib needed to build his Queen. For I am here, in every sense of the matter. Facts. Reality. I am here. So let me build a King…. Let me build a King by being his Queen, his confidant, his motivator, his rock. The attention…

Bully My Daughter!…..I Think NOT!

Disclaimer: This post is deadly serious I apologise for the swearing, and the anger in this but The Devil is trying me today! Let me start from the beginning…….My daughter joined a 1 week summer workshop where the children learn instruments or if they are already trained then learn songs to create a big show…

Anxiety and Me

Last night I realised Ive been a little lost…… I watched a video back of myself and whilst I recognised the person on the phone she seemed different…. Care free, happy…. Due to trauma……For the past three months I have lived in a world of confusion and anxiety. Often not remembering things or making a…

Don’t Suffer in Silence! #Breastfeeding

Please don’t suffer in pain! I’ve touched on my breastfeeding journey before but my gosh it was tough! I was told I’d get use to it and things would get better……I mean eventually it did but gosh I suffered and wanted to give up early on. Don’t be like me and many other mums, don’t…

The Muse and The Heart

It’s been a while since I’ve shared some poetry, the Muse had left the building for sometime. I believe I may have been lost. I didn’t seek the moon or the stars for confirmation of God’s existence nor light a candle for connection to my ancestors. The heart was broken, my heart was broken. Not…

Loosing Hope or Evolving into a Realist

I had this interesting conversation with my therapist this week. Yes I have a therapist, I need one with 3 Jobs (one high NHS position) and 3 kids muddling through as a single mum. I explained to her that I’m loosing Hope and Faith in regards to relationships, especially good men and she responded with………

I don’t look like I have kids!

Ok- so I’ll admit, I don’t look like I have kids. But, to be honest who wants to look like they are exhausted and constantly busy. I’m not saying I try hard not to look like I have kids but I certainly don’t go the extra mile to broadcast them through my face and outfits….

Letting Go for Father’s Day

Do you know the kinda mum I was? I was that mum that posted angry posts on Facebook every Father’s Day wishing “myself” a happy Father’s Day. For some reason this meant everything to me, to declare the fact I was both mum and dad. The breadwinner, provider and parents…..Looking back on it now I…