The past few days I've been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster. Long story short- I met a man... Yep, Mommyrosebuds actually met another human that's not her kids 😱. Truth be told I've been dating for quite a while now, meeting people, engaging in conversations. But, to be honest, I gained no emotional connections … Continue reading 24hr Soulmate
5 years.... 5 years of being a mother to a little boy. Today I'm filled with mixed emotions, of course happiness but also a sense of sadness.....it's a weird feeling to see your child develop from tiny infancy to a big boy. We've had moments of tears....many.... Moments of happiness.....many...... Moments of laughter Moments of … Continue reading Birthday Message to my Son
Mr Close and Mr Almost You have a different face everytime You have the same intention You have the same purpose Like eat, sleep, repeat I live, love and learn But Mr Close, you had me confused like Mr Almost but this lesson was sweeter This lesson gave fruit for thought though epic situations Love … Continue reading Mr Close and Mr Almost
Full-fill this beautiful garden This place of love and light, Let the rosebuds blossom and the rain dews hang ever so slight That i may be a child of love, a child of joy indeed. Handle a jug of life with water As you plant this seed. Happy Valentine's Day ❤️❤️❤️
Now, I've been avoiding talking about this for a long time, mainly because I honestly felt I wasn't strong enough to make this declaration. But you know what, I'm doing it. Guys! I'm celibate, I'm not perfect and my gosh it's hard but I'm trying. I'll be honest, after another failed relationship I felt it … Continue reading The Wait: Celibacy
Is it possible? Is that love? The opportunity to find love in someone so passionate and precise without the presence of touch. I desire to be touched, to feel your hand upon my leg, to feel your breath so close it warms me. And yet you say no, you say a man leads his wife … Continue reading Find me a man who can touch me without touching me!
Hey all, This is the start of a new series on my blog where I am Sharing with you poetry entries from my diary over 10 years ago. I wont say much more than this, but even looking back it highlights some important issues, that many teens face... Some of these have no title but … Continue reading Ramblings of a Depressed Teen #1
And then you were there, Under the willow tree, We were hidden and hiding under the willow tree, You prayed with me that day, we spoke to God together, And somehow time stopped and we were no longer now... We became forever... We walked a true path with blossoms and love and cuddles and kisses and … Continue reading Willow Tree
"Love is an element which though physically unseen is as real as air or water. It is an acting, living, moving force... It moves in waves and currents like those of the ocean." Prentice Mulford Dont forget to Like, Comment and Follow x -Asahela ❤️
Hey my lovelies ✋ I been doing tons of thinking lately... It's not uncommon to hear parents and myself included feeling inadequate due to the pressure of having a good work, life and parenting balance. We all have our bad days, and there are some where I feel like I am the worst parent in … Continue reading Am I A Bad Mum?