When the Writer met the Writer

Both are committed to writing this story both accept that intimacy through words is exhilarating and somewhat enchanting There’s an vulnerability that both must project to with the passion to flow. He must right paced and intense to Match her flow and she must regress to a broken woman to write in character. She must…

If I……..

If I had a moment..Would that be enough? If I had the time…Would that suffice? I didn’t trust the process, I didn’t trust the wait… I trusted in my time, my lack of patience and referred to it as fate. I never gave an option, nor did I give a plan and then used excuses…

My heart lays with you

I have this overwhelming love for my children, this feeling of warmth and joy. Amzah said, “Mummy I love you and I will never ever let you go” Usually I’m fighting for affection but ever since we got back from Thailand it’s like I’ve reconnected with them without even noticing that there was a prior…

When I realised I Loved You

I realised I loved you when I said goodbye I realised I loved you when I watched you leave I realised I loved you when I sat an listened to you express your feelings for another woman I realised I loved you when I let you go to be with another woman I knew I…

Dear Ex- Why I Stopped All Communication

Dear Ex I cut our communication because staying in touch did far more harm than good. You know I have a delayed reaction to things and it took months for me to react. I thought we could be friends but I really began to see your true face. The last time I saw you it…

Loosing the fight for love….

I guess today has been a range of emotions…. I received a message from a guy I was hanging out with……., I guess he drank the truth serum, because I received an essay of honesty. He’s still sleeping with his ex!!!! (mother of his child) . It wasn’t easy for me to respond, I wasn’t…

Soul Mates and Soul Ties

Soul mates and soul ties Spiritual husband and spiritual wives Different faces every time but she still recognised his soul behind those eyes. Each touch magnifies a memory. Deja vu, yes She feels you He doesn’t pray the same This life took its toll And yet they still cross paths because they weren’t meant to…

24hr Soulmate

The past few days I’ve been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster. Long story short- I met a man… Yep, Mommyrosebuds actually met another human that’s not her kids 😱. Truth be told I’ve been dating for quite a while now, meeting people, engaging in conversations. But, to be honest, I gained no emotional connections…

Birthday Message to my Son

5 years…. 5 years of being a mother to a little boy. Today I’m filled with mixed emotions, of course happiness but also a sense of sadness…..it’s a weird feeling to see your child develop from tiny infancy to a big boy. We’ve had moments of tears….many…. Moments of happiness…..many…… Moments of laughter Moments of…

Mr Close and Mr Almost

Mr Close and Mr Almost You have a different face everytime You have the same intention You have the same purpose Like eat, sleep, repeat I live, love and learn But Mr Close, you had me confused like Mr Almost but this lesson was sweeter This lesson gave fruit for thought though epic situations Love…