When I realised I Loved You

I realised I loved you when I said goodbye I realised I loved you when I watched you leave I realised I loved you when I sat an listened to you express your feelings for another woman I realised I loved you when I let you go to be with another woman I knew I…

Dear Ex- Why I Stopped All Communication

Dear Ex I cut our communication because staying in touch did far more harm than good. You know I have a delayed reaction to things and it took months for me to react. I thought we could be friends but I really began to see your true face. The last time I saw you it…

Soul Mates and Soul Ties

Soul mates and soul ties Spiritual husband and spiritual wives Different faces every time but she still recognised his soul behind those eyes. Each touch magnifies a memory. Deja vu, yes She feels you He doesn’t pray the same This life took its toll And yet they still cross paths because they weren’t meant to…

24hr Soulmate

The past few days I’ve been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster. Long story short- I met a man… Yep, Mommyrosebuds actually met another human that’s not her kids 😱. Truth be told I’ve been dating for quite a while now, meeting people, engaging in conversations. But, to be honest, I gained no emotional connections…

Birthday Message to my Son

5 years…. 5 years of being a mother to a little boy. Today I’m filled with mixed emotions, of course happiness but also a sense of sadness…..it’s a weird feeling to see your child develop from tiny infancy to a big boy. We’ve had moments of tears….many…. Moments of happiness…..many…… Moments of laughter Moments of…

Mr Close and Mr Almost

Mr Close and Mr Almost You have a different face everytime You have the same intention You have the same purpose Like eat, sleep, repeat I live, love and learn But Mr Close, you had me confused like Mr Almost but this lesson was sweeter This lesson gave fruit for thought though epic situations Love…

Garden Heart

Full-fill this beautiful garden This place of love and light, Let the rosebuds blossom and the rain dews hang ever so slight That i may be a child of love, a child of joy indeed. Handle a jug of life with water As you plant this seed. Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️❤️❤️

The Wait: Celibacy

Now, I’ve been avoiding talking about this for a long time, mainly because I honestly felt I wasn’t strong enough to make this declaration. But you know what, I’m doing it. Guys! I’m celibate, I’m not perfect and my gosh it’s hard but I’m trying. I’ll be honest, after another failed relationship I felt it…

Find me a man who can touch me without touching me! 

Is it possible? Is that love? The opportunity to find love in someone so passionate and precise without the presence of touch. I desire to be touched, to feel your hand upon my leg, to feel your breath so close it warms me. And yet you say no, you say a man leads his wife…

Ramblings of a Depressed Teen #1

Hey all, This is the start of a new series on my blog where I am Sharing with you poetry entries from my diary over 10 years ago. I wont say much more than this, but even looking back it highlights some important issues, that many teens face… Some of these have no title but…