Ghosted by Tinder dates

Arrrrggggghhh! It’s so freaking annoying! Spending time to get to know someone, making the effort and all that energy invested into one person for them to meet you and ghosts you. To be honest, I go through waves of caring and then I go through moments where it doesn’t bother me because I myself didn’t…

Motherhood Looks Like This!

If you’ve read my post I’m Exhausted and it’s making me ill you’ll be aware of my current health issues where I’ve been suffering with high blood pressure. As as per request of the GP I had to do a 24 hour blood pressure test to gain a better picture of what’s happening. Well it…

Soul Mates and Soul Ties

Soul mates and soul ties Spiritual husband and spiritual wives Different faces every time but she still recognised his soul behind those eyes. Each touch magnifies a memory. Deja vu, yes She feels you He doesn’t pray the same This life took its toll And yet they still cross paths because they weren’t meant to…

Thoughts On Being A Manager

I very rarely talk about my job for the NHS now this is because I try extremely hard not to have my personal life collide with my professional life but I just wanted to touch on what being a Mum and a Manager has been like for the past 9 months. To gain a Managerial…

Your A Woman Now

Your a woman now Grown in every way Loving yourself from your hair follicles to your toenails You made it, your content Life is funny, you believe it will go one way only to surprise you with another Things that once never made sense Well…they make sense Your heart….it use to be painful, each beat…

My Blog Post Caused Offence 🤦🏽‍♀️

I remember the moment I decided to start a blog, I was laying down in bed breastfeeding Mini Muffin and feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness. Here I lay with this beautiful little boy but all these emotions running through. So I started my blog to jot all my feelings down, and to be honest…

Happy 11th Birthday Shamaya

Retrospect 8th December This day is the definition of who I am, this day is where it all began My achievements are because of today. The way my heart beats is because of today. My survival is because of today. The love I have Is because of today. I woke up feeling anxious this morning-…

Dear Anxiety

Dear Anxiety! Today is not the day to mess with me! I fear my constitution is not strong enough 😭 I have a management course to complete today. I was meant to finish it months ago but least to say this was out of my control and If it had gone the way it was…

I wouldn’t help a begging, Struggling mum of 6!

Now truth is I feel a uncomfortable , I read a post about helping others in need and it got me thinking about an encounter I had not too long ago…….. As it happens, I was approached by a woman, average dressed, fairly casual and clean. She approached me as I was stepping into the…

Just finished yet ANOTHER Tinder date!

So, I’m on the train home after yet another date. I think I might just start documenting my dating here for a while.. “Bare with me I’m currently deep in my thoughts as I write this” He kissed me and jumped on the escalator!!!!! I’m jumping ahead but bare with me my minds all over…