Solo mum takes on Thailand- Day 3

So we’re in Phuket Thailand. Just the kids and I…. There are moments where I think “What the fuck was I thinking!?” And others where I’m much more relaxed as are the kids and we are enjoying our break. Lately I’ve had a few family members question my choice of going to such a busy…

Forgiving The Human

So Jesus was 100% God and 100% man right? I suppose that means he could do anything right? Well duh’ he’s God after all, but if he is also 100% human then that means that there are limitations. Fully God and Fully man must mean he was 100% human, possibly flawed by his human body….

Let Me Build A King

Let me build a King Not like God made Adam no rib needed to build his Queen. For I am here, in every sense of the matter. Facts. Reality. I am here. So let me build a King…. Let me build a King by being his Queen, his confidant, his motivator, his rock. The attention…

Bully My Daughter!…..I Think NOT!

Disclaimer: This post is deadly serious I apologise for the swearing, and the anger in this but The Devil is trying me today! Let me start from the beginning…….My daughter joined a 1 week summer workshop where the children learn instruments or if they are already trained then learn songs to create a big show…

School Holiday Drama (week 1)

So last week was a challenge, finding childcare was way harder then It should have been to allow me to go to work. Over quite a few years now I’ve received a lot of help and support from my mum to help look after the kids, firstly Shamaya, then Amzah, then Mini Muffin.. As each…

Anxiety and Me

Last night I realised Ive been a little lost…… I watched a video back of myself and whilst I recognised the person on the phone she seemed different…. Care free, happy…. Due to trauma……For the past three months I have lived in a world of confusion and anxiety. Often not remembering things or making a…

Don’t Suffer in Silence! #Breastfeeding

Please don’t suffer in pain! I’ve touched on my breastfeeding journey before but my gosh it was tough! I was told I’d get use to it and things would get better……I mean eventually it did but gosh I suffered and wanted to give up early on. Don’t be like me and many other mums, don’t…

Exhausted Working Mum? Read This

Being a working mum is hard work! Being a parent alone with little people to care for is a task within itself, then add on a full on job with targets, deadlines and a bunch of people relying on you and it can honestly feel like you have the world on your shoulders. Infact in…

10 Things That Make Me An Amazing Mother

Hey! So I thought I’d switch it up a bit and write about why I think I’m pretty great at Motherhood. Sometimes, I get so consumed in what I’m not doing as a mother that I forget to give myself props for what I actually do get right. So here I go…. 10 things that…

My Untold story of Postnatal Depression

It’s funny, but at the time I don’t think I realised I was even depressed, I was certainly “something” but depression probably wasn’t what I would of called it. I watched the movie Tully yesterday and I’ll be honest, memories that I buried deep started to re-surface. Memories of my old home, my past relationship…