Dear Ex- Why I Stopped All Communication

Dear Ex I cut our communication because staying in touch did far more harm than good. You know I have a delayed reaction to things and it took months for me to react. I thought we could be friends but I really began to see your true face. The last time I saw you it…

Ghosted by Tinder dates

Arrrrggggghhh! It’s so freaking annoying! Spending time to get to know someone, making the effort and all that energy invested into one person for them to meet you and ghosts you. To be honest, I go through waves of caring and then I go through moments where it doesn’t bother me because I myself didn’t…

Just finished yet ANOTHER Tinder date!

So, I’m on the train home after yet another date. I think I might just start documenting my dating here for a while.. “Bare with me I’m currently deep in my thoughts as I write this” He kissed me and jumped on the escalator!!!!! I’m jumping ahead but bare with me my minds all over…

24hr Soulmate

The past few days I’ve been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster. Long story short- I met a man… Yep, Mommyrosebuds actually met another human that’s not her kids 😱. Truth be told I’ve been dating for quite a while now, meeting people, engaging in conversations. But, to be honest, I gained no emotional connections…

Celibacy Does Not = Immediate Husband

So Not to long ago i was away on a business trip, and I’m in the hotel room and it’s bloody cold! So I’m hiding under the covers before I have to go…. On my way to the hotel you can imagine my thought pattern….. “If I wasn’t SINGLE.”….. let’s just say I’d take full advantage…

Mr Close and Mr Almost

Mr Close and Mr Almost You have a different face everytime You have the same intention You have the same purpose Like eat, sleep, repeat I live, love and learn But Mr Close, you had me confused like Mr Almost but this lesson was sweeter This lesson gave fruit for thought though epic situations Love…

Well I’ll be damned 😳

Someone’s Facebook post…. I do not own this photo.. Hmmm, I dunno how I feel about this one…. I mean I do believe that a Man should be a man and take care of his family but I just don’t see how any of this is realistic. It says “should your Husband fall on hard…

Garden Heart

Full-fill this beautiful garden This place of love and light, Let the rosebuds blossom and the rain dews hang ever so slight That i may be a child of love, a child of joy indeed. Handle a jug of life with water As you plant this seed. Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️❤️❤️

Tinder date gone wrong!

Well, where do I start with this one? It was a beautiful spring day…… This dude was at least a 8/10, handsome, blue eyes, blonde hair petite but fitness for days. We started talking about spiritual things, you know, God, reincarnation, angels, spirit guides. You name it, we covered it….. Ihave an interest in these things……..

Reflection

Hello, is anyone out there? Its cold out here, I’m cold but yet its 30 degrees in the shade. every thing i once knew to be has begun to fade. My joy, my hope, feelings of affirmation, dedication and the glimmer of hope through motivation cease to exist and this has become my plea through…