When I realised I Loved You

I realised I loved you when I said goodbye I realised I loved you when I watched you leave I realised I loved you when I sat an listened to you express your feelings for another woman I realised I loved you when I let you go to be with another woman I knew I…

My Untold story of Postnatal Depression

It’s funny, but at the time I don’t think I realised I was even depressed, I was certainly “something” but depression probably wasn’t what I would of called it. I watched the movie Tully yesterday and I’ll be honest, memories that I buried deep started to re-surface. Memories of my old home, my past relationship…

Breastfeeding Photos Needed 🙏🏽

Hey my Lovely followers. 🙌🏽 I’m in need of some breastfeeding photos and stories for my informative breastfeeding Instagram and Facebook page. Instagram: @feedingrosebuds Facebook: Rosebuds Lactation Consultancy It is in conjunction with my Private Lactation Consultancy and rather then borrow a bunch of pictures from other pages, I’d really like to create a page…

Motherhood Looks Like This!

If you’ve read my post I’m Exhausted and it’s making me ill you’ll be aware of my current health issues where I’ve been suffering with high blood pressure. As as per request of the GP I had to do a 24 hour blood pressure test to gain a better picture of what’s happening. Well it…

Thoughts On Being A Manager

I very rarely talk about my job for the NHS now this is because I try extremely hard not to have my personal life collide with my professional life but I just wanted to touch on what being a Mum and a Manager has been like for the past 9 months. To gain a Managerial…

Your A Woman Now

Your a woman now Grown in every way Loving yourself from your hair follicles to your toenails You made it, your content Life is funny, you believe it will go one way only to surprise you with another Things that once never made sense Well…they make sense Your heart….it use to be painful, each beat…

My Blog Post Caused Offence 🤦🏽‍♀️

I remember the moment I decided to start a blog, I was laying down in bed breastfeeding Mini Muffin and feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness. Here I lay with this beautiful little boy but all these emotions running through. So I started my blog to jot all my feelings down, and to be honest…

Happy 11th Birthday Shamaya

Retrospect 8th December This day is the definition of who I am, this day is where it all began My achievements are because of today. The way my heart beats is because of today. My survival is because of today. The love I have Is because of today. I woke up feeling anxious this morning-…

I wouldn’t help a begging, Struggling mum of 6!

Now truth is I feel a uncomfortable , I read a post about helping others in need and it got me thinking about an encounter I had not too long ago…….. As it happens, I was approached by a woman, average dressed, fairly casual and clean. She approached me as I was stepping into the…

I’m Exhausted and it’s making me ill

I think I’m exhausted, truth be told, I think I fed up of routine. Get up. Get the kids up Get kids washed/dressed Get myself washed/dressed Do the school run Rush to work Work all day (3 days in hospital other days on the business) Finish late Beg the kids dad to collect them (he…