My Blog Post Caused Offence 🤦🏽‍♀️

I remember the moment I decided to start a blog, I was laying down in bed breastfeeding Mini Muffin and feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness. Here I lay with this beautiful little boy but all these emotions running through. So I started my blog to jot all my feelings down, and to be honest…

Happy 11th Birthday Shamaya

Retrospect 8th December This day is the definition of who I am, this day is where it all began My achievements are because of today. The way my heart beats is because of today. My survival is because of today. The love I have Is because of today. I woke up feeling anxious this morning-…

Dear Anxiety

Dear Anxiety! Today is not the day to mess with me! I fear my constitution is not strong enough 😭 I have a management course to complete today. I was meant to finish it months ago but least to say this was out of my control and If it had gone the way it was…

I wouldn’t help a begging, Struggling mum of 6!

Now truth is I feel a uncomfortable , I read a post about helping others in need and it got me thinking about an encounter I had not too long ago…….. As it happens, I was approached by a woman, average dressed, fairly casual and clean. She approached me as I was stepping into the…

Just finished yet ANOTHER Tinder date!

So, I’m on the train home after yet another date. I think I might just start documenting my dating here for a while.. “Bare with me I’m currently deep in my thoughts as I write this” He kissed me and jumped on the escalator!!!!! I’m jumping ahead but bare with me my minds all over…

I’m Exhausted and it’s making me ill

I think I’m exhausted, truth be told, I think I fed up of routine. Get up. Get the kids up Get kids washed/dressed Get myself washed/dressed Do the school run Rush to work Work all day (3 days in hospital other days on the business) Finish late Beg the kids dad to collect them (he…

Follow New Breastfeeding Instagram Page

Hey all, So I have another Instagram page dedicated to breastfeeding, the purpose of this is to give advice and tips to pregnant and breastfeeding parents. This Page is different to others out there because the goal is to give informative Advice and Tips as a Lactation Consultant. There are many pages out there posting…

The Eyes Are The Window To Your Soul

They say the eyes are the window to your Soul…. So tell me…. What do you see when you look into my eyes? Honestly… 📸- Shamaya (the lighting was an accident,then she saw it from a different perspective told you my kids talented!) Look forward to the replies, comment below.. x

The faith I have In You

This week, the teachers said you’re not doing good enough, they said your not at the acceptable stage that you should be. One was so concerned she felt it required a GP referral. All I heard is *Mum your daughter is a failure….. As the days have passed I’ve been in somewhat of a state…

24hr Soulmate

The past few days I’ve been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster. Long story short- I met a man… Yep, Mommyrosebuds actually met another human that’s not her kids 😱. Truth be told I’ve been dating for quite a while now, meeting people, engaging in conversations. But, to be honest, I gained no emotional connections…