I’ll do it anyway!

Recently, someone told me they didn’t think I could do it…….So I thought….. F* it! I’ll do it anyway! The more others loose faith in me…. The more I’m determined to prove them wrong. I wonder why this is………. I wonder what drives me to behave this way……. -L x

Does Black Woman Fetish Exist?

Absolutely! Now I can only speak from my experience and by no means do I want to cause offence but I personally have experienced this. I have experienced interest from men of all races who what to experience a black woman and head to dating sites to hook up with one. Now from my experience…

When I realised I Loved You

I realised I loved you when I said goodbye I realised I loved you when I watched you leave I realised I loved you when I sat an listened to you express your feelings for another woman I realised I loved you when I let you go to be with another woman I knew I…

My Untold story of Postnatal Depression

It’s funny, but at the time I don’t think I realised I was even depressed, I was certainly “something” but depression probably wasn’t what I would of called it. I watched the movie Tully yesterday and I’ll be honest, memories that I buried deep started to re-surface. Memories of my old home, my past relationship…

Dear Ex- Why I Stopped All Communication

Dear Ex I cut our communication because staying in touch did far more harm than good. You know I have a delayed reaction to things and it took months for me to react. I thought we could be friends but I really began to see your true face. The last time I saw you it…

Loosing the fight for love….

I guess today has been a range of emotions…. I received a message from a guy I was hanging out with……., I guess he drank the truth serum, because I received an essay of honesty. He’s still sleeping with his ex!!!! (mother of his child) . It wasn’t easy for me to respond, I wasn’t…

Breastfeeding Photos Needed 🙏🏽

Hey my Lovely followers. 🙌🏽 I’m in need of some breastfeeding photos and stories for my informative breastfeeding Instagram and Facebook page. Instagram: @feedingrosebuds Facebook: Rosebuds Lactation Consultancy It is in conjunction with my Private Lactation Consultancy and rather then borrow a bunch of pictures from other pages, I’d really like to create a page…

Ghosted by Tinder dates

Arrrrggggghhh! It’s so freaking annoying! Spending time to get to know someone, making the effort and all that energy invested into one person for them to meet you and ghosts you. To be honest, I go through waves of caring and then I go through moments where it doesn’t bother me because I myself didn’t…

Motherhood Looks Like This!

If you’ve read my post I’m Exhausted and it’s making me ill you’ll be aware of my current health issues where I’ve been suffering with high blood pressure. As as per request of the GP I had to do a 24 hour blood pressure test to gain a better picture of what’s happening. Well it…

Soul Mates and Soul Ties

Soul mates and soul ties Spiritual husband and spiritual wives Different faces every time but she still recognised his soul behind those eyes. Each touch magnifies a memory. Deja vu, yes She feels you He doesn’t pray the same This life took its toll And yet they still cross paths because they weren’t meant to…