How to Knock-Out Postnatal Depression (Repost)

Postnatal depression is overlooked and it’s a thing that needs to be spoken on more. Mum’s need to be understood by their family and friends when they express that they’re feeling depressed. I can relate so well to you if this is something you’re dealing with right now. Because I’m fighting postnatal depression.  “Yes, I have…

Solo Mum in Thailand- Day 4

So technically it’s day 6 but as 2 days were spent travelling here it’s Day 4 for us. The Cost of Living So one of the reasons I chose Thailand was because I heard that food is cheap and a little can go a long way. Now this is true, for one person travelling but…

Solo mum takes on Thailand- Day 3

So we’re in Phuket Thailand. Just the kids and I…. There are moments where I think “What the fuck was I thinking!?” And others where I’m much more relaxed as are the kids and we are enjoying our break. Lately I’ve had a few family members question my choice of going to such a busy…

Forgiving The Human

So Jesus was 100% God and 100% man right? I suppose that means he could do anything right? Well duh’ he’s God after all, but if he is also 100% human then that means that there are limitations. Fully God and Fully man must mean he was 100% human, possibly flawed by his human body….

Let Me Build A King

Let me build a King Not like God made Adam no rib needed to build his Queen. For I am here, in every sense of the matter. Facts. Reality. I am here. So let me build a King…. Let me build a King by being his Queen, his confidant, his motivator, his rock. The attention…

Bully My Daughter!…..I Think NOT!

Disclaimer: This post is deadly serious I apologise for the swearing, and the anger in this but The Devil is trying me today! Let me start from the beginning…….My daughter joined a 1 week summer workshop where the children learn instruments or if they are already trained then learn songs to create a big show…

School Holiday Drama (week 1)

So last week was a challenge, finding childcare was way harder then It should have been to allow me to go to work. Over quite a few years now I’ve received a lot of help and support from my mum to help look after the kids, firstly Shamaya, then Amzah, then Mini Muffin.. As each…

Anxiety and Me

Last night I realised Ive been a little lost…… I watched a video back of myself and whilst I recognised the person on the phone she seemed different…. Care free, happy…. Due to trauma……For the past three months I have lived in a world of confusion and anxiety. Often not remembering things or making a…

Don’t Suffer in Silence! #Breastfeeding

Please don’t suffer in pain! I’ve touched on my breastfeeding journey before but my gosh it was tough! I was told I’d get use to it and things would get better……I mean eventually it did but gosh I suffered and wanted to give up early on. Don’t be like me and many other mums, don’t…

The Muse and The Heart

It’s been a while since I’ve shared some poetry, the Muse had left the building for sometime. I believe I may have been lost. I didn’t seek the moon or the stars for confirmation of God’s existence nor light a candle for connection to my ancestors. The heart was broken, my heart was broken. Not…